And “In This Moment”

I realized it wasn’t about numbers or ranks or subscribers or followers or fans or sales or rankings or ratings or awards.

It was about the creation of something beautiful that flowed from the heart and never stopped until the highest amount of energy had flown through, around, inside, outside, upside down, rightside left, twicepaced back… until it was done. This creation… this creation of a beautiful thing was the result of artistic expression. Is the result of artistic expression.

You love it. You hate it. Everything about it you find emotional emptiness. You find emptiness because you’ve put everything into it. A personal reflection shows nothing. Thus, emptiness.

I care.

“You don’t develop courage by being happy in your relationships everyday.
You develop it by surviving difficult times and challenging adversity.”
- Epicurus

Gambits

Twice it ran, sometimes throughout.
Inside thee, worth so much.
Gone are the days, let is too much.
Again.

Your life is ending one minute at a time.

What will you do?

Do you feel guilt for not accomplishing a life dream? Are you of the mindset to be a micro of the macro?

Sometimes, at lunch, I re-realized vested interest in what I want to do. That happened today.

I have one minute left. What should I do in that time to further my completion?

Oh well, time to get back to those Excel files.

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Floating plates with big, fluffy cats on them.

Rows of chickens all lined up with suits and ties.

Oh shit, I forgot to lock my car.

Is that thing ever going to quiet down?

Rolling around in the weeds.

Contractual penguins.

Monstrosities tied with pencils.

Sometimes I wonder about you.

Did you get a good look at him?

The Finstrey Residence. Margret speaking.

Cold fingers slowly wander their ways around his throat.

Tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick.

Just move it over there: I’ll take care of it later.